I don't know how I got lost in you, what I was think or hoping I would gain from it all. Everything seemed so right and so good, but in all honesty it was just a show. You have been here before just with other girls, all of them felt for you the way I did. I won't pretend that I didn't love every second, and I won't pretend that I wasn't ready to walk away from this place and become the fool who ties to claim you. But life shifted and doors opened, I'm writing this to tell you all the things that I don't have the nerve to say. What it all boils down to is you was never good for me, you would never marry me. You would never love me. But he does. So I'm going to marry him, I'm going to raise our son, and do everything in my power to make this life the best it can be and I will dream of kissing you every night. But that will only be a dream. So you owe it her, and I owe it to myself.
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